Depressed,Anxious,Angry,Alone.…

Ok, its summe for me. June 20th. Ever since summer started the only thing i have been doing is staying home, playing games, getting yelled at by my mother, hearing my mother ***** and complain about things and my stepdad which is her husband. I met this girl on a chat (who i know is real so nobody say it could be a man so irriating) and I am planning on seeing her for the first time. My mother has been asking me to do very random errands for her and chores and i am tired of it. i have not had ONE day without waking up to her telling me to do this or go there with her taking up my whole day. Even if i leave all I am going to do is just walk aroumd and get angry because all i will see is couples and girls who most likely snicker behind my back because of what i wear or look like. And once i go home there will be nothing to do. I am tired of my mom and i only have one best friend to hang with and i have not heard from him in a while. i want to see or call the girl i have been chatting with because we are getting serious but i have not got a chance to call her or see her ye becuase she has been to busy and it really makes me think how pathetic my life is that she has so many friends and things to do and i have nothing to do but listen to my mother ***** all day. i feel like wastig my summer. someone help please?